how do i feel???

how do i feel???

i really dunno what is my feeling right now..

am i crazy??

nope..i'm not

just like others

i crashed into somebody

and i went up in flames

like a runaway train

i'm trying to ignore this feeling

and i still can't help myself

keep trying..and trying..

damn...it's still here

stick on my heart

like a poster on my wall

just like a traffic in my head

still can move..

but it so slow..

so..i just can wait..

hope one day,

if i still can't get you,

this feeling will washed away by the rain

~after midnight/wednesday~

M.O.N.E.Y

M.O.N.E.Y
once upon a time..
i think M.O.N.E.Y is not so important to me

i still can live if i didn't have much M.O.N.E.Y

but today..

i just realize

M.O.N.E.Y is important to me

M.O.N.E.Y can make people feel..

happy..

sad..

and..

excited..

and many more feelings that i just can't think right now.

actually this topic rise because i'm tired for waiting..

waiting for my own M.O.N.E.Y

i still not recieve my salary for March..

it's too much..

and the worst part is..

i can see that..

no one (the persons who in-charge) care about it..

i want my M.O.N.E.Y!!

i still have many things to pay..

and to buy..

i'm not living in a place where all the things are free.

so..

I WANT MY M.O.N.E.Y!!

is it true???

is it true???

"will everything that we believe the most will be happen??"

suddenly the question marks rise in my head..

sometimes,

i believe that "that something" will happen..

sometimes,

i think it just a dream..

then i realize..

we just can strive hard for our excellent..

for something to happen..

but in the END..

we still have HIM up there..

HE is the one who can make all the thing come true

we here...we just can strive hard for something we really want

and..

the most we need to BELIEVE is..

HE is LOVING..

so..

HE will never DISSAPOINTING us

dey...ayoyo!!~~

dey...minachi..ayoyo..

i juz don't understand why..??why??

why early in the morning..i was so excited to go to work..

but now..i feel like i'm in hell

headache...hate it!!

MALAS..hate it!!!

i hate all these feeling..

wargh..wanna stay at home

i just wanna stay at home..MUMMY~~

ermm..

miss my mum..

miss my family..

miss my niece and nephew

baby..don't be naughty2 huh..

miss all of you lah wey~~

huhu