DAMN!!! I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE~~

why i have to be right here..
somewhere that i really hate..
why i have to be right here..
somewhere that make me mad..
why i have to be right here..
somewhere that make me sad..
why i have to be right here..
somewhere that i never like..
why i have to be right here..
somewhere that can make me cry..
why i need to be right here..
somewhere that nothing is alright..

I JUST HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!!
it's all what i know..
it's all about this place..
it's all about the sorrow..
it's all about the sadness..
it's all about the madness..
please bring me to my origins..
i miss that place..

in the eyes of the world

we are standing on the top

we are afraid of falling down

we are up high

up above the sky

sometimes

we just forget where we've start

at the bottom

down low

almost drowned in the water

now

here we are

at the top of the world

standing with the pride

and

proud with what we've done

we left the ugly memory

we built our glory

hey..can i have it?

hey..can i have it?
i just want it
not others
i want that one

stubborn?
yes i am
so what?
this is me
just me

what if i don't get it?
i'll try till the end
if one day there's a sign
it is not meant for me
then
i'll go

so now
i just want to pray
it'll be mine
always mine
forever mine
~AMIN~

how do i feel???

how do i feel???

i really dunno what is my feeling right now..

am i crazy??

nope..i'm not

just like others

i crashed into somebody

and i went up in flames

like a runaway train

i'm trying to ignore this feeling

and i still can't help myself

keep trying..and trying..

damn...it's still here

stick on my heart

like a poster on my wall

just like a traffic in my head

still can move..

but it so slow..

so..i just can wait..

hope one day,

if i still can't get you,

this feeling will washed away by the rain

~after midnight/wednesday~